Lucky Squirrl!!~

So the CupCakes didn't turn out but I did recieve an amazingly beautiful ring from Mr. Stewart! ...And We're going to Cirque du Soleil tomorrow!! I feel like the luckiest Squirrl!! Fun!~

Amen!!~

Hey, You can't argue with the word of God!

They Say It's My Birthday!!~...Week.

My Life Without Me

Quite heavy.

Specialise

There is something truly inspiring about someone who specialises in one specific area. Who knew wooden tubs would give me in the inspiration I was looking for today.

Pink Toes Make The World Go Round

Sometimes You just need to take a nap...for 14 hours at a time.

Hope Faith Charity

I think you can learn great things from the bible. There are amazing life lessons. The problem is that we now interpret this book too literally.

Your Thoughts Create Your Liife

You Can Heal Your Life.

Changing your thoughts can change your life.

I am currently trying to change the way I think, for the last 9 months.

Self motivation is an issue.

Law of attraction. Positive thinking attracts positive things.

You put the seed in the ground you don't have a flower in one day.

I feel my life is fear based.

I need to invest more in my evolution.

I am sabotaging My evolution.

Such An Important Issue In Our Country

This was somehow missed in our history books.

This Blog is So Very Blue

I feel like a DragQueen trapped in a Woman's body.

Daddy Issues

I typically pick up my mail once a week. Since I've mailed the letter to My Father I have checked the mail every day. Every day it's not there I feel disappointed. It's a hard feeling to describe. Every time I close the mail box I feel abandoned all over again. This could be solved with a phone call but I wanted to start slow, but his letter couldn't arrive fast enough.

This makes me think of all the times he sent letters and got no response. I send one letter and I'm all distraught. My father sent me letters through out my life growing up and I never responded.

How Do You Know When You Are Crazy? When Someone Tells You? Or Do You Just Know?

Crazy is as Krazy does...

Frozen

Lyrics to Frozen by Madonna

[Verse:]You only see what your eyes want to see

How can life be what you want it to be

You're frozenWhen your heart's not open

You're so consumed with how much you get

You waste your time with hate and regret

You're brokenWhen your heart's not open

[Chorus:]Mmmmmm, if I could melt your heart

Mmmmmm, we'd never be apartMmmmmm, give yourself to me

Mmmmmm, you hold the key

Now there's no point in placing the blame

And you should know I suffer the same

If I lose youMy heart will be broken

Love is a bird, she needs to fly

Let all the hurt inside of you dieYou're frozenWhen your heart's not open

[chorus]

[verse]

[chorus, repeat]I

f I could melt your heart

Sometimes I feel...

...Krazy.

Note: The Person passed out in front of the of the gated doors. I was taking a photo of the Casper in a Straght Jacket insallation...as I like to call it, and there is some dude passed out on the front steps, and no one pays any mind. Everyone walks around him. Some people take pictures of him in order to make a comentary. Look.:...

I am so happy they are building condos. People may not have homes if they didn't:
I am so happy we have the olympic clock. We may miss the event if there wasn't:

What Not to Ware

Wicker carpets and hair pants are in for Summer 2008.

Now Seriously. What in the hell am I going to do?

When am I going to feel balanced? Seems so far away, but there. Sick of feeling sick. Annoyed at being annoyed. And very Tired of being tired. Yup...must be PMS.

All of My Dreams are in Airports

Most of my dreams lately have been in airports. Even if I was not interested in dream analogy, an imbecile could figure out what My sub-conscious is trying to say. A few months ago I kept dreaming of being in a plane and crash landing, or landing on the freeway...I know I've written about this before.

I'm not motivated by My current counselling. I feel that is is not helping. I feel the medication perscribed is not helping.

Telling a couseller that it is not working for you is alot like breaking up with someone. I am in avoidance mode. I don't know why it didn't help, if I did I probaby wouldn't need help! It is all so hypicritical. I am annoyed. Could be PMS.

"Trust Ain't Something I Afford No One."

I live in my head and I am freaking out about 5 diffrent things at any given time. I belive it is because I am highly intellegent and have a lack of stimulation.

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